| To cover the tracks that I've left |
[Dec. 4th, 2009|10:27 pm] |
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| | Rachael Yamagata - Reason Why | ] |
I've such an urge to withdraw and join the workforce again. Maybe this is better. Earn more money. Lesser burden to carry, lesser insanity. It is true, the higher u climb, the more responsibilities and expectations you have to bear.
I used to have a mindset of what I should do in the future. And now I dont, because there are too many things that interferes with it. So I cant do what i like, I dont have a say. I hate having eyes that look at me behind, instructing what I should be doing, how much I should earn, and how much more I should give.
The possibility to fail (either way) is zero.
I've got nothing to lose and I'm already lost.
I'm only here because you want me to be.
Dont tell me you understand my feelings, you dont. Nobody do.
Dont look at me the way I'm used to be, I'm no longer me. |
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